Конец света? Я с вами! // "В защиту загрязнения атмосферы можно сказать одно: восход солнца становится поистине восхитителен." © Good Omens // 'because i wanted to' is a good reason to do anything!
People who can be themselves or someone else who they want. People who are confident. People who are so easy to decide something. All those who at least makes an impression of this.
I admire them.
I envy them.
I hate them!
And I hate myself.
I can’t do anything. I can’t create anything.
I bring to people no happiness. Only void. Emptiness. And many, many sarcasm.
People don’t love me. And I understand them.
I’m stupid. Ugly. Arrogant. I can’t control myself.
Sometimes I think of those who communicate with me. Why do they continue do this.
If I hadn’t was so cowardly, I would have committed suicide.
It would be better for world. But I can’t do even that!